Weight : 56.1 (123.4lb)
Yesterday's Food : You have used 1317 out of your net daily budget of 1400 calories and have 83 calories remaining. 20% of the calories are from fat, 44% from protein, 37% from carbs
Exercise : R*E*S*T
I am still worried about the top part of my legs. They are still hanging on to fat and cellulite and don't have any visible muscle definition. The skin is terribly loose. I worry that they won't change much in two weeks.
I guess it doesn't matter that much in the scheme of things because I am aiming to be the best I can be, not better than everyone else. I have done the best I could all things considered.
During my contest prep
* I spent a week in NZ with my parents
* I moved house
* I lost the internet for 3 weeks
* I had a breast cancer scare
* I was sick with the flu
* my Coach had major surgery
I guess there is never going to be perfect training and eating conditions in my life and all I can do is work through the challenges as best I can. There is no absolutely stress free time in my life. I just keep plodding along and hoping for the best. Perhaps the legs that I long for will arrive in time for the competition somehow? I so want to do something drastic like eat cabbage soup for the next two weeks so lucky Coach is keeping me on the straight and narrow.
Breathe ... have faith ... it will be OK ... (I hope!)